程程的部落格

人長大總會經歷很多事~
應該是要越來越堅強才是。
怎麼我變脆弱了....
以前沒有任何事可以令我想到就想流淚~
但現在卻有了~
經歷的太多~真的是成長嗎？
就像瑋說的~過了某個年紀真的只有虛長歲數
這一年多來~我沒變~但你卻變了很多
如果可以~我也不希望你受折磨~
對不起~看著你痛苦~我卻無能為力。

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I'm dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

Do you remember me ?
Lost for so long.
Will you be on the other side ?
Will you forget me ?

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

(Return to me salvation)
(I want to DIE!)

My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.
My God! My Tourniquet,
Return to me salvation.

My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries, for deliverance.
Will I be denied ?
Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.